trying to remember...

...God is making history 

{can't wait to see my sweet boy's smile}

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my sweet babyu::we are coming soon.

..not soon enough for this mama. 

o-boy keeps asking why i am sad..

...i keep telling him that it is because you are not here. 

we are not there. we are not together like a family should be.

 i keep reminding myself that God is the author of this love story...

..He loves you more than we ever could. 

and boy..that is an enormous amount 
because my heart is aching to hold you close. 
my eyes are aching to see you teeter around. 
my hands are aching to have yours in mine.
 oh how we wish we were on a plane sweet bean. 
we are still praying for valentine's day...

...no matter what, when this is all said and done..
...whenever that may be...

...will be the perfect timing {even if we don't understand now}. 

God doesn't mess things up.

..so sweet boy. hold tight. 
because before you know it, we will be there. 

and you will be in our arms...